Dead Inside...

So one of the side effects of depression is loss of excitement. Well this has become a problem for my hubby. He mentioned the other day about how I never get excited about things and it got me thinking... I do get excited but I am just not a flamboyant shower of my excitement. It doesn't help that I am in pain most of the time so I seem upset even though I am emotionally fine, just not excited. How do I get excited about things, and more importantly how do I show my excitement in a way that makes people believe that I am not dead inside?

Giving Up

I guess I have to give up on the anonymous thing. Most of you knew who I was anyway, I just still ask that you try not to judge because this is still gonna be more of a venting outlet. Comments and feedback are still greatly appreciated. Sorry I have been gone so long. I was wrestling with the dilemma of coming out or not. ;o)